the universe hates me ....

so today ..i didnt see the sexy man at the gym this morning.. had a alright but tough workout... so being bored i asked the universe out loud to send the sexy man into my workplace to ask me out for dinner... shift ends at 7pm ...
at 7:03pm .... im standing at the door waiting for my brother in law to pick me up.. who should pull up but the sexy man... he jumps out of his car, walks in says hello but doesnt recognize me ... WTF ... do i look that bad in the morning with no hair and makeup on to not be recognisable ?

needless to say im devastated...  i cried in the car. ... i am not all there emotionally yet

Feeling down

So I'm feeling a bit down today, wanted to emotional eat and ended up having cotton candy. What i really need to do i hit the gym hard or go running tomorrow to try to fill the void I'm feeling. I might color some hair tomorrow out of complete boredom.

Gonna start brushing up on french vocab again.

PF