So ... my friend asked me how i would feel if sexy l was into someone else ... naturally i would be jealous .. but i don't think i anticipated being jealous of someone close to me getting close to him ... i don't think i like this feeling at all...
And it finds me lonely ... bought myself a dooney and bourke purse to fill the void, don't know if it will work but so far hole in heart still empty. What did i expect? Not much seeing as i analyse myself all the time ...
The problem with married men... they are married.
So as we bring the year to a close i realize that so much about me has changed . Im less tolerant with somethings. I have tried to kiss frogs thinking they would have been princes ... but alas still frogs. I have realized i won't date married men if they have kids i have learned not to take anyone at their word because people lie and are just shallow especially to get what they want ... and i dont have the tolerance for that or other peoples selfish needs ad opposed to my own... i need to be more selfish and less giving because people will take advantage.
Guys can be so critical at times, im sitting next to a guy at a bar who is bitching worse than my bitchy lesbian friends pathetic ... hes ugly and with another guy
